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rant about lesbianism 

I used to consider myself a lesbian. I don't, anymore, for a few reasons.

I don't have a "given name", I have a *taken* name. I stole it. I dare you to make me give it back

angst about queerness 

I'm some freak who can't even be queer right

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angst about queerness 

I'm not nonbinary. I must be faking it for attention. look at all those other nonbinary people out there. they don't look like me. I'm too queer and not queer enough.

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angst about queerness 

ughhh personal growth is hard I don't wanna. I want to be ok.

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angst about queerness 

is this the hormones. am I having a bad time emotionally because it's getting close to the end of the week and my hormones are running low?

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angst about queerness 

I go on for months thinking I'm a whole person and then one bad night I discover new ways in which I'm utterly broken

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angst about queerness 

am I united with the queer community in the lack of belonging? or is that a contradiction?

does the abstract concept of belonging matter to me because it's intrinsically important or because society told me it is?

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angst about queerness 

if nowhere is home, does that mean everywhere is home?

what does home even mean?

at this point is it more about home or the search itself?

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angst about queerness 

I don't fit in with mainstream queer culture. I don't like the same music, I don't wear the same clothes, I don't speak the same slang. I'm wrong. I'm a weirdo who doesn't even fit in with the other weird folk.

these are high school-level social problems. why do I even care.

ooh boy I'm back on playing Dwarf Fortress again

coming out as trans so hard that you make your friends question their genders

imagining a grammarian pissing and shitting themself over use of singular they

this is my Tillandsia caput-medusae. first because I could take a picture of it without getting out of bed.

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hot spicy take 

dishwasher and laundry pods are inferior to a bottle of the respective sauce

I'm listening to No Son Of Mine by Genesis and having trans feelings

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